She had many complexes and insecurities because she thought she wasn’t good enough. She was very lonely and also cried herself to sleep. She craved for attention because she felt pressured by society.
From the age of 9 she was sleeping with both girls and boys. As she got older, she began doing things with men to make money, started to dress provocatively to get attention from men and couldn’t sleep at night. She would also take anti depressant tablets to erase the memory of her depressing life.